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(1)  gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi: bi
(3) Loved: of course
(4) Want to be: skinny/beautiful/I dont know, anything better than what I am now
(5) Your birthday: August 10 1989
(6) Age your act: oh God no
(7) Age you wish you were: 16
(8) Your height: 5'0-ish
(9) The colour of your eyes: Brown
(10) Happy with it: yuppz
(11) The colour of your hair: Blondie-Brownish
(12) Happy with it: sure why not...
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous: righty
(14) Your living arrangement: house
(15) What's your job: school...
(16) Piercing(s): ears
(17) Since: like grade 7
(18) Obsessions: Whinny the Pooh & guys I guess too
(19) Do you speak another language: kinda spanish
(20) Have a favourite quote(s): yeps lots
(21) Do you have a web page: yep

DEEP THOUGHTS [About life & you in it]
(22) Do you live in the moment: sometimes
(23) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others: uh sometimes
(24) Do you have any secrets: oh hell yea
(25) Do you hate yourself: yea
(26) Do you like your handwriting: no

(27) Do you have any bad habits: yupz

(28) What is the compliment you get most from people: you look so innocent.
(29) If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called: life in hell.

(30) What's your biggest fear?: Spiders, Death, the dark,heights, public speaking...

(31) Can you sing: I can...but it doesnt sound good
(32) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool: sometimes
(33) Are you a loner: no
(34) If you were another person, would you be friends with you: sure why not

(35) Are you a daredevil: no

(36) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself: yah
(37) Are you passive or aggressive: usually passive unless someone completely pisses me off
(38) Have you got a question: yea, why the hell am I filling this out?
(39) What is your greatest strength and weakness: strength: Im not 2 shure weakness: showing my emotions, and talking to people about my problems.

 (40) If you could change one thing about yourself: looks
(41) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose: love
(42) How do you vent?: music
(43) Do you think you are emotionally strong: no
(44) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life: oh hell yea
(45) Do you think life has been good so far?: sometimes, other times not at all
(46) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: it goes on and everything will work out in the end
(47) What do you like the most about your body: eyes
(48) And least?: a lot
(49) Do you think you are good looking: kinda
(50) Are you confident: no.
(51) What is the fictional character you're most like: Trisha from telling Christina goodbye
(52) Do people know how you feel: not really
(53) Are you perceived wrongly: yea
DO YOU
(54) Smoke: no
(55) Do drugs: yea
(56) Read the newspaper: the comics
(57) Pray: yea
(58) Go to church: when forced
(59) Talk to strangers who IM you: yea

(60) Sleep with stuffed animals: of corse
(61) Take walks in the rain: yupz
(62) Talk to people even though you hate them: all the time
(63) Drive: sometimes
(64) Like to drive fast: yea

HAVE YOU EVER
(65) Liked your voice: uh...

(66) Hurt yourself: yea

(67) Been out of the country: yepz
(68) Eaten something that made other people sick: uh...
(69) Burped: nope
(70) Been unfaithful: nope

(71) Been in love: yupz

(72) Done drugs?: yea
(73) Gone skinny dipping: yea

(74) Had a surgery: nope
(75) Ran away from home: nope
(76) Played strip poker: yepz
(77) Gotten beaten up: no
(78) Been picked on: yeah.
(79) Been on stage?: yeah.
(80) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: uh...
(81) Slept outdoors: yep
(82) Thought about suicide: oh yea
(83) Pulled an all-nighter: yessir
(84) If yes, what is your record: uh all nite...?
(85) Gone one day without food: yah
(86) Talked on the phone all night: no
(87) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex: yeah all the time

(88) Slept all day: sure
(89) Killed someone: no
(90) Made out with a stranger: no
(91) Had sex with a stranger: uh no
(92) Thought you're going crazy: i am crazy
(93) Kissed the same sex: quite possible
(94) Done anything sexual with the same sex: nope
(95) Been betrayed: yah
(96) Had a dream that came true: yepz...
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(97) Broken the law: yea
(98) Met a famous person: Yea lmao
(99) Have you ever killed an animal by accident: no
(100) Stolen anything: yea
(101) Been on radio/TV: yep, Santa clause parade
(102) Been in a mosh-pit: yea getting on the bus man! lol
(103) Had a nervous breakdown: yeppz
(104) Considered religious vocation: huh? Im catholic... :S
(105) Been criticized about your sexual performance: um no 
(106) Bungee jumped: no
(107) Had a dream that kept coming back: yea
BELIEFS
(108) Believe in life on other planets: yea
(109) Miracles: yah
(110) Astrology: yea
(111) Magic: yea of corse
(112) God: yea
(113) Satan: yea
(114) Santa: yea
(115) Ghosts: yea
(116) Luck?: yea
(117) Love at first sight?: yea
(118) Yin and Yang: no
(119) Witches: yea
(120) Easter bunny: yea

(120.5) Toothfaerie: She wont come in  the light lmao yea
(121) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: nope
(122) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: of corse
(123) Do you wish on stars: yea

LOVE (and all that)
(124) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title: no
(125) Do you remember your first love: "love" . yea
(126) Still love him/her: first love? yea kinda 
(127) Do you consider love a mistake: depends on who u love
(128) What do you find romantic: alot of things
(129) Turn-on: skater/surfer dudes, 6 pack
(130) Turn-off: umm bad breath, acne
(131) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: not entirely
(132) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel: weird
(133) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind": knowing someone
(134) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out: uh
(135) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: kinda sorta
(136) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking: some of them
(137) What is best about the opposite sex: the way when they hug you how it makes you feel safe
(138) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex: players
(139) What's the last present someone gave you: I dont remember
(140) Are you in love: kinda
(141) Do you consider your significant other hot: uh....
(142) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy standing on the sidewalk: smile


WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
(143) You wanted to kill: Ashley
(144) That you laughed at: Steve
(145) That laughed at you: Michelle
(146) That turned you on: people in places...
(147) You went shopping with: Tara
(148) That broke your heart: Dave
(149) To disappoint you: Myself
(150) To make you cry: Dave

(151) To brighten up your day: Tara
(152) That you thought about: Rach

(153) You saw a movie with: Ashley

(154) You talked to on the phone: Tara's daddy
(155) You talked to through IM: Jessica

(156) You saw: My sister (unfortunately)
(157) You lost: Lost as in misplaced or lost as in died?
(158) You thought was completely insane: Mike
(159) You wanted to be: Ally

(160) You told off: Ashley

(161) You trusted: Ashley
(162) You turned down: Bob

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(163) Smiled: when i got payed yesterday
(164) Laughed: unno

(165) Cried: two days ago
(166) Bought something: i bought weed on wednesday 

(167) Danced: yesterday
(168) Were sarcastic: uh I forget...
(169) Hugged someone: yesterday

(170) Talked to an ex: today
(171) Watched your fave movie: a long time ago
(172) Had a nightmare: ummm just b4 valentines day

(173) Talked on the phone: 12-30ish
(174) Listened to the radio: now
(175) Watched TV: yesteday
(176) Went out: yesterday
(177) Helped someone: um...
(178) Were mean: a little while ago today
(179) Sang: yesterday
(180) Saw a movie in a theatre?: last summer
(181) Said "I love you": last night
(182) Missed someone: Now
(183) Fought with a family member: yesterday
(184) Fought with a friend: last night
(185) Had a serious conversation: I really dont know
(186) Got drunk?: a couple weekends ago
(187) Had sex?: uh I unno....


[Name]Michelle

[U idiot! yur full name!]Michelle Kathleen Alexis Goguen...

[in the morning i am] A Tired Cranky Bitch

[All i need is] A bullet to the head

[love is] B/S

[Im afraid of] Spiders, Heights, The dark, rejection, Public Speeking ect

[i dream about] some fawked up shit

[subject?] Music
[clothing brand:] Quiksilver
[shoe brand:] Sk8 Shoes
[sport to play:] V-Ball
[holiday:] every holiday as long as i get time off school
[favorite line from a movie:] FUCK
[favorite tv show line:] DO’H
[band:] Bad Religion, SOAD
[artist:] Britney Spears
[movie:] : Thirteen, Monster, Nemo, HP 1,2&3, Fear of the Dark, Eurotrip, American Wedding, Grind, Dirty Dancing  
[flower:] Water Lily



-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .-
[pictured your crush naked?]: possibily
[really seen your crush naked]: I wish...
[had sex]: nope
[been in love]: Yes
[cried when someone died]: yup
[lied]: yes


-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: Tara
[makes you smile]: Tara, Ash, a lot of ppl
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: a good lovey dovey feeling-Dave. --A I'm gunna throw up from looking at you feeling-Chelsea
[do you have a crush on) no one
[has a crush on you?]: omg uh... Garrick, Rares, Papaniholas, Nick and Steve I think that’s it
[easiest to talk to]: Ally

-D O. Y O U. E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] sometimes
[save aol/aim/msn conversations]: hmm muh chat logs juss save automactically
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: yea about once a month for about a week
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: mmhmmm

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend): Yea
[been rejected]: Nope
[rejected someone]: yup
[used someone]: yea
[been cheated on]: Yea
[done something you regret]: yea


-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Ashley
[hugged]: Tara
[you instant messaged]: Dave
[you laughed with]: Tara and Curt

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes): ick No
[obsessive]: over some things
[could you live without the computer?]: NO
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 121
[what's your favorite food?]: Pizza white cheddar popcorn and Pork Tenderloin
[whats your favorite fruit?]: Grapes
[Alcohol]: yeah
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Sunset
[what hurts the most?]: Getting hurt
[trust others way too easily?]: yes

-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: Twice 
[of hearts u have broken?]: 2 or 3
[of continents i have lived in?]: one
[of drugs taken illegally?]: 1 drug a lot of times
[of tight friends?]: 4
[of cd's that i own?]: 32
[of scars on my body ?]: maby 5
[of things in my past that i regret?]: Going against my heart

-P I C K . O N E.-
[ marry perfect friend or perfect lover:] lover
[ cats or dogs:] dogs
[one pillow or two :] 1
[ with or without ice cubes: ] with
[ top or bottom :] bottom
[ gloves or mittens:] :s i uunno
[ dressed or undressed:] Undressed ;) if ya know what I meen
[ bunk or waterbed:] waterbed
[ocean or pool:] pool HEATED pool.
[ showers or baths:] showers
[ love or lust:] Love
[silver or gold:] sliver
[diamonds or pearls:] diamonds


-I F.Y O U. C O U L D .-
[ move anywhere:] Hawaii or Belize
[ meet a celebrity:] Britney Spears or Jesse McCartney
[Live with one person the rest of your life:] Maby
[ name three things you love:] Family, Friends, Pizza
[ name one thing that embarrasses you.] doing something embarassing then your friends tell everyone your embarassing story...
[ do you like school? ] not really
[ do you like to talk on the telephone?] oh yea
[ do you like to dance? ] i like to try sometimes
[ do you sing in the shower?] yes, yes i do
[ do you think cheerleading is a sport?] Possibily
[ what's on your ceiling?] a fan
[ what's the hardest thing about growing up? ] knowing that things are only going to get worse before they get better

 

.PAST.
-first grade teacher's name:
Mr Fitzpatrick
-last word you said: Curt

-last song you sang: Nations of the world- Warner bros
-last thing you laughed at: Tara beeing hyper
-last time you cried: tuesday

.PRESENT. -what's in your cd player: Mixed Punk rock c.d.
-what color socks are you wearing: white and Pink
-what's under your bed: Floor....
-what time did you wake up today: 6-30 am:’( stupid feet

.FUTURE. -what is your career going to be: Fashion Designer or  oceanographer
-where are you going to live: Oshawa/California
-how many kids do you want: 2
-what kind of car will you drive: Volkswagon Beetle lmao
-current favourite music artist:  Billy Talent, Britney Spears, Bad Religion 
-current hate: Dark

-story behind your username: 

(8)Michelle(8)(#)life is too short... so kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truely, and forgive quickly(#)
uhI liked it....

-current favourite article of clothing: and the dress from bootlegger and Denim Capris
> -favourite physical feature on a guy: body-6pac, eyes, hair
-one person you wish was here right now: Tara
> -line from the last thing you wrote to some one: Thanks

-I am happiest when: Im with *true* friends
-I feel lonely when: when no one is around
-favourite authors: uh JK Rowling, Laurlaine McDaniel
-do you think too much: oh yea
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: Hawaii
-famous person you have met: Billy Talent, George Stromboloplis and Amanda Walsh

-do you have any regrets: oh yea
-sex or love: bit of both
-favourite coffee: cappuchino
-favourite smell: guys cologne or Hawaiian ginger
-what makes you mad: idiots, clowns, Mrs Mueller, Mr Francis

 -favourite way to waste time: this
-what is your best quality: Hyperness
-are in currently in love/lust: umm kinda...
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: Went Skinny Dipping with my friend at like two in the morning and almost got hit by a boat
-any bad habits: yea biting my nails
-do you find it hard to trust people: yepz
-last thing you bought yourself: weed
-bath or shower: shower
-favourite season: spring/summer
-favourite colour: PINK! (and blue)
-favourite time of day: um weekends
-gold or silver: silver
-any secret crushes: crushes yes secret not really

.FASHION.
-how many coats and jackets do you own: like 4
-do you wear a watch: no
-favourite pants colour: blue or white or Black
-most expensive item of clothing: coat

-most treasured: Black and White Flowered Skirt or element sweater

.YOUR FRIENDS.
-do your friends know you: some of them do
-what do they tend to be like: funny, hyper, loud, nice,
-can you count on them: i guess
-can they count on you: yah

.LAST.
-last book you read: Granny Dan
-last movie you saw: Fear of the Dark (Creepiest damn movie like ever!)
-last movie you saw on the big screen: American Wedding
> -last show you watched on TV.:  MXC -USA vs The World-
-last song you heard: Amazed- Lonestar
-last thing you had to drink: Milk
-last thing you ate: recesses peanut butter candy
-last time you showered: this morning
-last time you smiled: Now
-last time you laughed: like 5 mins ago
-last person you hugged: Tara
-last person you talked to online: Mike
-last person you talked to on the phone: Tara
.DO YOU.
-smoke: no
-do drugs: ya
-drink: sometimes
-sleep with stuffed animals: Yea
-have a dream that keeps coming back: yah
-play an instrument: Flute
-have any gay or lesbian friends: yea
 -consider police a friend or foe: depends
-like the taste of alcohol: some
-have a favourite stooge: yep Larry
-have any pets: fishis
-go or plan to attend college: yah Rosseau Lake College lmao!
-talk to strangers: only hot ones
-have any piercings: ears
-have any tattoos: no
-hate yourself: yepz
-believe in the tooth fairy: omg yea but she wont come in the light so I wont go in the dark!
-have a second family: yea
-trust others easily: no
-sing in the shower: sometimes


.LOVE.

Do you currentally love anyone? not love but i like someone a bit

If yes who? ppl

Have you ever had a bf/gf? How Many? yea.. uh... 6,7,8  i unno

ever had a broken heart? yea i still kinda do

Ever been betrayed by your bf/gf? what did they do? yea well everyone knows so i wont write it out again. lets just say something happened between a so-called-Best-friend and my so-called-boyfriend. *Cough-Assholes*(did i say that out loud? lol)

What is your ideal bf/gf? someone who is kind, hyper (like me), someone who knows whats wrong if im sad without asking, someone who loves me like i love them, supportive, uh yea i guess.

Are you currentally looking for a bf/gf? thats not my main priority but hey im up for anything.

Bye Byes