Tuesday August 17 2004
wow have yu ever seen Fear
of the Dark! Omfg it is the scariest movie i have seen in a long time. It had Me and Tara screaming and holding hands in fear
of the dark type deal i was seriousally scared outta my mind! lol Last night Me, Tara, Curt and Curts Bro Matt (Total hottie)
started watching it but we had to stop it with about half hour left lol but seriousally me and Matt is a mega hottie and so
sweet too lol:D:D:D lmfao
Wednesday August 18 2004
Im Grounded... :'(... and
I love Matt... And my rents hate me... and I still like Dave... and everyone else hates me... and I'm sad I'm crying... I
cant stop... y cant I stop... I love Dave... I like Matt... I dont wanna like Dave... I only wanna like Matt...
but i unno if i could get over dave now... I hope I can... cuz I really like Matt... and once a cheeter always
a Cheeter... Right... :( hmmm... Im gunna hafta think about this... Alot... But Matt is really Hott... :)... well there
has to be something to be happy about... Right??... Tara and Curt are gunna Break up... that mite hurt my chances with Matt...
Now I'm sad again... aww shitty... Tara is gunna Kill Crissy tonight and I'm not there... I wanna be there... Matt's gunna
be there... I hope he likes me... Maby he does... Maby he dosent... :'(... Now im Sad Again...:(
Thursday August 19 2004
He Does! He likes Me, He likes Me!!! yu have absolutely
no idea how happy I am rite now... I was up there and Curt like came up to me and was like if someone asked yu out would yu
say yes and im like Matt and hes like yea he likes yu and im like uhuh id say yea and im so estactic right now! I mite be
going up there again tomorrow lmao! yay!!!! and when I was leaving he was sk8boarding up be hine me (yea hes a sk8r)
and im like so yur following me home now and hes like kinda he gave me a hug and went back to Curt and Sarah and im sooo happy
yea...
~*~MUAH~*~
Friday August 20 2004
Well were going out... lmao!:D I was up there and we
were watching The Butterfly Effect and he went down on me and we made out and it was just me and him in his room lmao Tara
and Curt were in the other room doing who knows what lmao! No Ones gunna hear about any of this tho! lmao! Not even Tara!
hehe i g2g tho <3 I LOVE YU MATT! <3
~*~!MUAH!~*~
Sunday August 22 2004
They found out lol I dident say anything, actually it was him who told Curt who
told Tara who told Ashley who told who knows who... lmao the weekend blew ass I was stuck at my Cottage... :'( lmao meh meh
ill talk to yu l8r man! love yas!
!~*~MUAH~*~!
Wednesday August 25 2004
I H8 MATT we can leave it at that!
